star-be-born

You always wanted things in black and white no colorful smear of dreams for you. No sir. No matter how many blues I spun with my fingers and rosin or oranges I planted in the sunsets you always brought your pencils and inks drawing in lines so you could understand. You always made me melancholy when it rained and indifferent when the sun shone in your thick monotone lines. You told me there is only one reason for crying. And that makes me want to cry for so many more

Don't stare at me like You cannot see who I am. I have yet to change. The air turned so cold As the breath of dark winter Was a soulful sigh I'll never get it How you cry so much at night Laughing at sunrise.

I danced in the falling snow today. Twirling my arms I breathed in deeply The sky in a dark mood. The world around me a peaceful snow globe. Twirling my arms I breathed in deeply For the first time feeling weightless The world around me a peaceful snow globe. I didn't care my cell phone had died. For the first time feeling weightless Flakes clung to my eyelashes I didn't care my cell phone had died. I felt okay, but I still miss you. Flakes clung to my eyelashes The sky in a dark mood. I felt okay, but I still miss you. I danced in the falling snow today.